Just because I can

When I was little and being looked after by my grandparents predominantly since my mum went straight back to work, my grandfather nicknamed me Batfink. I wasn't sure what to think about this but I believe it was an affectionate term for when I was being a bit naughty. To this day my granddad doesn't really remember why the nickname started, I just looked like a batfink. Apparently at the time (mid-late 80s) Batfink the cartoon was pretty popular even though it was originally released as a spoof on Batman back in 1966, with memorable catchphrases. Anyway guess there are worst things to be nicknamed after than a superpowered crime fighting grey bat with wings of steel and super sonic sonar radar.

Now just to find my own vaguely racist Asian stereotype depicted muscle man Karate to get me out of trouble just in the nick of time. And drive me around in a cool batmobile-esque cars but that are pink naturally.

Logies

If you haven't heard of the Logies I wouldn't blame you. Sorry the 'TV Week' Logies, because we can't have an award show not sponsored by someone. I suppose the American equivalent would be the Emmys, as it is the Australian television industry awards and has been going since 1959, renamed the logies after Scottish man John Logie Baird who invented television as a practical medium. Who knew?

There is the coveted gold logie (amongst many other categories) for the most popular personality on television (how ambiguous is that?) and also the silver logie which to be honest I'm not entirely sure what that is for. The second most popular personality?

The reason the logies are a joke is that Australian television is generally not that great. We have great actors, writers and directors, but they generally work in film and/or overseas. There has been some past good television shows but we have nothing of the calibre (in my humble opinion) of some great American or British shows.
The unique thing about this awards ceremony is that the public vote on who wins. Hence the 'TV Week' logies as they distribute the voting coupons.
So not only do we have Joe Public voting for the 'best' shows in Australia, they're also the slightly dumb people who read a magazine devoted entirely to fictional TV characters.

Generally we also get an American or British singer/actor to be a special guest, as you can tell we need all the entertainment we can get, because obviously people aren't interested enough in the Australian guests and presenters. This year KD Lang did a few songs presumably (I watched about 10 minutes in total of the whole ceremony so I'm guessing), John Mayer was there (hurrah) and Johnny Galecki from the Big Bang Theory was a guest presenter. I heard an interview with him this morning and he seems like a really nice down to earth guy but it needs to be looked at why we need these special guests at all. Isn't that saying something about our industry?

There was a few Australian celebrities who were mobbed by reporters though and one of them was little Bindi Irwin. She cops a bit of flak, many think she was pushed into the limelight but seems to enjoy it a bit too much and doesn't have a normal childhood. Well when your dad was Steve Irwin you're unlikely to be normal in any conventional way and whether you agreed with him or not, he did do a lot for nature conservation.

Anyway back to Bindi. In the end I don't like mocking her - she's only 12 and she's a poor fatherless mite. Anyway she was at the logies (think she has a childrens program) and I thought she looked very nice without the khaki for a change.

But you know who won our gold logie this year: an old codger from Home and Away, our second longest running soap. I'm guessing it was a bit of a pity win for him as he's the last remaining original cast member. Think I'm getting harsh in my old age.

One of the parts I did see during the night which was Shaun Micallef's speech which he self proclaimed stole straight from Sir Lawrence Olivier. Amusing. Rebecca Gibney telling everyone she was pre-menstrual was not. Ew.

Binky the clown

I became aware of a blog which truly captures everything I feel about clowns (namely they are evil) but because of this fear I cannot look around this blog too much as I am afraid random image/s will scare the hell out of me.
So thank you coulrophobic agnostic for sharing with the world the true evil of clowns when I can't.
If you need any more proof check out this article. My friend sent me a link to a different article, same story, warning me it had clown content. She didn't tell me the image was of the scariest clown ever. You know who I mean. Not this guy. When I opened the link I had a mini heart attack in my office chair.

Anzac Day

Yesterday we had a national public holiday and for the first time I attended the war memorial to commemorate this day.
Anzac (Australia New Zealand Army Corps) Day (April 25th) marks the anniversary of our first major military action fought during WW1. This day holds particular relevance regarding the Gallipoli campaign which was meant to be a quick capture of the Gallipoli peninsular and then capture Turkey for our allies. It turned into a stalemate lasting 8 months and with high causalities on both sides.
At this time, Australia had only been a federal commonwealth for 13 years and wanted to establish a reputation worldwide. At the end of 1915 they were evacuated with over 8000 killed. Although this mission was ultimately a failure it cemented a icon of the Australian 'digger' who cared for his mates, and hung in there.
During WW1, Australia had a population of fewer than 5 million and nearly 500,000 enlisted with over 60,000 killed.

While reflecting during the playing of the Last Post (which always sends a shiver), I tried to think of those I'd known who'd fought in the war. A man who lives around the corner was a POW in Asia, but none of my grandparents or great-grandparents fought in the war (most held jobs that were needed at home and some were stuck in Nazi occupied Netherlands).

I tried to imagine what it was like, going away at 18, never returning or even being one of those left behind to wonder and wait. Truthfully no one can imagine what it is like unless you have experienced it and I hope that is something that doesn't happen in my lifetime. Lest we forget.

Hoping to post a review of Gallipoli which has my old favourite Mel in it, and is just a really good story told beautifully by Peter Weir.

Visit www.awm.gov.au for more info.

Pretty in Pink

Not a full post, because I can't be arsed and most people have seen this film enough, but I bought PIP the other day (still no luck on Young Einstein) and watched it over the weekend and I have some random thoughts that always bugged/excited me:

-why does Blaine like Andie? She comes across as whiny, self obsessed and bossy
-James Spader wears horrible 'boat' shoes when he and Duckie fight

- Duckie is adorable but mildly stalkerish. After watching this I embarrassingly admit to then flicking on Two and a Half Men and gazing fondly at Alan

-we all love it (I hope): Duckie's lip synching/song scene is hilarious, in particular his crotch thrusting while on the stairs

- love the outdated computer and 'chat' Blaine and Andie use

-also love Annie Potts in the movie. Why does she change for the pet shop owner date? Her style was awesome as it was, instead of wearing that awful blazer and hairstyle

-I kind of creepily like the fight Blaine and Andy have at the locker. It's not pretty, it's not succinct it just...is.

- I still love the little conversation between Duckie and Andie's dad. Overall I think Duckie actually comes off as age appropriate (for the decade) and authentic while Blaine's friends were all one dimensional biatches.

- I get Andie is the 'responsible one' since mommy dearest left but seriously? Waking her dad up every morning, forcing him to get out on the job hunt trail, then rejecting his egg breakfast the one time he gets up early himself? That's just mean.

- it's been said before but her prom dress is fugly. She ruined 2 better looking dresses to create that monstrosity

- what does it say when the test audiences reject the orginal ending of duckie and andie becoming a couple? That we want to see a couple against the norm make it? That we believe duckie and andie would never be anything more than friends seriously? That one half of a couple should not idolise the other? These are questions I should not be pondering in a John Hughes movie (RIP)

Gizmo Update

For those of you following my fostering animals rollercoaster ride of emotions, it looks like Gizmo has found a new home. My mum advertised him on her work classifieds (accidently advertised as free! He has been sterilised, microchipped and vaccinated and we are a volunteer organisation, hence the $175 fee) and within a day someone expressed interest. Admittedly that may have been because of the free price tag, but luckily he turned out to be an animal lover and doesn't mind paying up.
At the moment is on a 2 week trial which is due to end this week, so fingers crossed. His feedback about Gizmo so far has been great, and he's even using the name and he is responding to it which is cute.
We are now looking at fostering a dog or another kitten (I do get sad looking at his scratching post).

Fade

This YA fiction By Robert Cormier begins with a photograph. Young Paul is fascinated in the early 30's by an old photograph of his father and his brothers, sisters and parents. Where his uncle Adelard should be there is simply a space. Uncle Adelard is a wanderer never staying in one place for too long and Paul always wants to ask him about the photo and what happened, was he playing a trick on everyone or is it something else?
Paul is 13 and learns he is a fader after 2 incidents where he is under stress and manages to 'disappear'. At this time his uncle Adelard returns to town and explains to him that he is also a fader (hence the photograph)and it is passed down generation through an uncle to a nephew.
At first Paul is excited by his new gift, then he begins to see things that he wished he hadn't.
Paul soon realises his gift has a strong power over him and after seeing his father get stabbed in the melee which occurs when other workers are called in to stop the work strike he is involved in, he does something he soon regrets. He soon decides to never use the fade again.

There was a huge section at the beginning of the novel where Paul focuses on his aunt and his 'forbidden' love for her. I was not sure what this was all about, and she never really reappeared in the novel. I was waiting for her to pop back up in the end and add some kind of enlightment...unless she did have another child and that child had a child. In that case he or she would be another generation's fader.
There were also 2 instances where Paul saw inappropriate sexual activity while faded, so I wouldn't be wanting children too young reading this book, even though it is young adult and if I'd heard of it back in the early 90s I would have read it. So that's me being a hypocrite.

The storyline also flits between years where Paul (now a very successful writer) tries to find his nephew who he believes to be the next generation fader, and to the 1980's where his cousin's granddaughter finds Paul's manuscript and doesn't know whether to believe if it is fact or fiction.

This book involves incest, violence and murder, it is interesting to see a YA book which actually delves into these topics, but it also got the novel onto the frequently challenged books list. Cormier's books don't seem to have a happy ending, and while this would disappoint my mum, I don't mind it. As nice and packaged as it is to have a happy ending, endings where the loose ends are still dangling are usually more interesting and leaves for more reader interpretation.

According to the all mighty wikipedia, the rights to produce a film on the novel were acquired last year in January with Richard Kelly named as a producer which fills me with some hope, although IMDB doesn't offer anymore info either.

BSC

Just in case you didn't see it on BSC Ridiculously, you may want to check out this article.

I love the random facts Ann gives us about the series and her experiences writing it.

She says that she relates most with shy Mary-Anne, yet Mary-Anne was the first to get a boyfriend. Me thinks a young Ann was projecting onto the character what never happened in her adolescence. And Claudia's crazy outfits were a result of looking through magazines/catalogues and watching TV to see what young people were wearing? Well holy crap but I wouldn't wear a lot of what the models wear in magazines and I'm guessing the TV series she was consumed with was Blossom and her crazy outfits and hats.

And her thoughts on what the babysitters would be doing now are classic. Poor Mallory is still getting shafted! No 'strong feelings' about Mallory and just that Dawn is permanently in California. She must have figured 'California casual' works a lot better in Cali.

Also this quote from David Levithan (editorial director at Scholastic): "This whole generation of girls who had grown up reading the Baby-sitters Club were now teachers, librarians or mothers..." [in reference to the revised release of the early books]. Isn't this a little sexist? Just because we grew up reading this series are we all destined to these career choices? Maybe I'm reading too much into a series I idolised more than 10 years ago.

Gizmo update:

He did not get along with the dogs :( One was actually a bit scared of him, but the other is a bit more boisterous and bigger and when Gizmo gave a warning swipe he did not like it.

Luckily my boyfriend and I were there to supervise so nothing got out of hand but it looks like we haven't found a new home for him yet.

The Midwich Cuckoos

Over the Easter break (well specifically yesterday after the long weekend project of painting our lounge room and hallway was completed sort of - we ran out of paint) I caught up on some reading and finally finished Uglies and then The Midwich Cuckoos (didn't read any of Jane Eyre though, don't know when I'll be finishing that sucker).

Basic story: an English town experiences a 'black out' where everyone in the town is asleep for a day with no warning/obvious reason whatsoever. When they awaken they realise all the possible women in the town have been impregnated. There are mixed reactions obviously and once the children are born it becomes quite clear they are not from this world, and the women were used as host mothers.

It is discovered the children can all communicate telepathically and are collectively just one boy and one girl. When the children reach the age of 8 (but look and speak much older) incidents begin to happen sparked by when one of the children is nearly accidentally killed. It becomes clear that something need to be done about the children as they can 'will' people to do what they want.

I love story lines like this in theory as I love anything that little bit left of centre, conspiracy theories etc but this being a novel published in 1957, got a little bit wordy and a bit too 'English' for my liking.

My overall thoughts:

It was very British, sort of 1950's esque and they were still concerned about the iron curtain, which I found kind of twee (and allowed me to reflect on some long forgotten history lessons).

There were lots of long winded passages of dialogue which I have previously encountered in Stephen King novels so maybe this is a trait of science fiction? I haven't read enough of the genre to know, and while it is informative and interesting it still comes off sounding a bit fake. Like you know, no one talks for 5 minutes holding a captive audience repeatedly. Or if they did we would think them a pompous bore.

I haven't seen the original film adaptation, just the one Christopher Reeve was in before he became paralysed, which is not very faithful to the novel. I have also seen the Simpsons episode (Wild Barts Can't be Broken) where they view the fictional The Bloodening, which is a parody of the film and is quite amusing but really has not a lot to do with the novel.

Overall a book I read out of curiosity and while it did still intrigue me, I may have picked the book based on the cover again (deliciously retro). How shallow of me.

Gizmo

Just a couple of pics of Gizmo who is going to an old friend's place from high school (who married another older friend) tomorrow night for an adoption trial.
They have 2 dogs so they want to see if they get along so fingers crossed they're a good fit and I can foster some more kittens in the future.
If not he comes back to us, and the great advertising campaign starts! Although I will be sad to see him go, he's getting better behaved and has a lot of character.

Valentine

I'm a terrible horror movie critic. Even when I know the movie is terrible, the acting/actors are bad, the story is cliched, dialogue unnecessary I still think it's a good horror movie as it managed to make me jump.
Every red herring still makes me want to hide my face in my pillow. Why? Who knows, my dad gave me a good education in campy (and some not so) 80s horror classics like the Howling, Nightmare on Elm Street, the original Prom Night and An American Werewolf in London when I was in high school so I would have assumed I would be immune to the devices the films use to scare us silly.
Instead I am a wimp and Valentine still made me jump. Instead of taking the high road and having a look at the classic horror movies I want to look at those corny, usually kind of crappy movies that still nonetheless can give me the heebie jeebies. Insults are expected.

Released in 2001 and I'd suspect cashing on on a bit of the Angel fame David Boreanaz had at the time ("He's no angel, but he's not a killer!) Valentine had it's moments.

It opens with a flashback scene where a young boy (Jeremy) at a valentine's dance is asking a few pretty girls to dance with me, and getting knocked back each time. These girls are: Paige, Kate (the only nice one), Lilly, and Shelley. Dorothy, a chubby girl agrees to dance with him and then we later see them kissing. Some other boys also catch them, and then because Dorothy is embarrassed she pretends that Jeremy forced her to kiss him (how very Jessica Wakefield!) and the boys proceed to beat the shit out of Jeremy, with apparently no teachers noticing.

Fast forward about 13 years and the girls who rejected Jeremy are getting killed off one by one by someone in a creepy cherub mask.
The cast of girls consists of Denise Richards (why oh why is she cast in films, she plays the same characters consistently badly), Marley Shelton, Jessica Cauffiel, Jessica Capshaw and Katherine Heigl who dies within the first 15 minutes. They're all serviceable apart from the annoying Richards.


Things that annoyed me about this film: the lame installation type 'art' Lilly's boyfriend produced and the techno music in this part and during the valentine's day party. I hate that kind of music. Maybe that's just me but it turned me off.
Denise Richard's whole part in the film and in particular the part where the detective hits on her. Can I find another word meaning lame?
The random people that got killed. The maid, why? The girl in the sauna, who was she? Our rented DVD skipped at that point so I have no idea of the context of that murder.


Things I didn't hate about this movie: Marley Shelton (Kate) and Jessica Capshaw (Dorothy)were okay, I emphasized a bit with Dorothy and I quite like her as an actress.
I did jump during a few scenes, in particular the scene where Katherine Heigl was murdered, so it did manage to scare me. Granted it may have had something to do with the huge projector screen we were watching it on and the fact as I mentioned before, I am something of a scaredy cat.
The twist wasn't too bad, I mean not up there with The Usual Suspects or anything but I didn't hate it.
Overall an okay film with some bad dialogue at times and some pretty average killings.
In other slightly embarrassing news I also watched 17 Again on the weekend and didn't hate that either. I must be growing soft in my old age. Also in other 'I'm getting soft' news the kitten I have been fostering, who we have nicknamed Gizmo due to his likeness to a mogwoi is up on the adoption webpage and I've gotten a little teary. Sigh.

Yahoo Serious

I've been meaning to do a post on a ridiculous (but if memory serves funny) australian movie named Young Einstein which gained a ridiculous amount of press at the time it was released, but I feel it may be a struggle to find a DVD store that stocks this gem.

While I locate (or buy) the DVD I present some interesting facts about it's star, one Yahoo Serious (born Greg Pead, well you'd change your name too?):

Apparently first Australian to write, produce, direct and star in his own film

He married the actress known as The Blonde in Young Einstein.

He allegedly tried to wage a trademark lawsuit against Yahoo! in 2000, it was quickly dismissed as he couldn't prove he'd suffered any distress or confusion from the name being shared. Heh.

When I googled him, the second pre populated result was: Yahoo Serious where is he now?

The Bingle

This is Lara Bingle. Pretty no? She rose to fame as a spunky 19 year old in the Australian tourism ad which featured the line "Where the bloody hell are ya?" to much disgust from our English friends. That was around 2006.

This is Brendan Fevola. He plays football (that's Australian rules) for a club called the Brisbane Lions. Prior to this he played for Carlton football club where he was dumped for unfavourable antics. He is a douche. This will become more apparent later.


This is Michael Clarke. He plays cricket internationally for Australia. Generally a like able character. Is rolling in the money hence he brought Lara an Aston martin car. He and Lara hooked up about 4 years ago and were until recently engaged.

Brendan and Lara had a relationship in 2006. Lara claimed to have never known that he had a wife and 3 kids. While in this affair, Brendan allegedly took a topless camera photo of Lara in the shower. The photo was released to the media by another anonymous footballer who claims that it is widely circulated around many footballers phones. Woman's Day, a fluffy 'celebrity' magazine reportedly offered her $200,000 for her story, after they published it last Monday.

This is Dermott Brereton. He played football for Hawthorn in the 80s, and is currently a sports media personality. Whatever that means. Friday just gone he claimed that before Lara and Brendan began their affair he had informed Lara that Brendan was married. "And her reply to me verbatim was 'Do you think he'd still have a go after me?' " Lara's agent Max has denied this claim.

On Friday 12th March, Michael Clarke flew from New Zealand where is was playing in an international game to be with Lara. On Saturday night their engagement was called off. No other comment was given.

This story has generated so much attention in Australia it is practically the first news item for the last week since it broke. Now there has been talk of Lara allegedly flushing her $200,000 engagement ring down the toilet and a plumber had to be called as it blocked the pipe.She has copped so much flak for this whole thing, primarily because people saw her as a money grabbing 'model' who has really done nothing since the ad campaign several years ago, and Michael Clarke is seen as a nice wholesome cricket player who has been swindled by Bingle. The annoying sexist thing is that Brendan Fevola who is well known as a cad is not getting the same criticism she is. Regardless of whether she knew he was married or not, he definitely knew he was married with children and shouldn't have pursued a relationship full stop.

I'm not one to usually harbour any friendly feelings towards models (except for Megan Gale, she seems so cool). Primarily because I find it ridiculous people should be paid astronomical amounts of money just for looking like whatever is in fashion at the moment. And right now that seems to be very thin, tall, and sort of same same in my opinion. But then Tyra will tell me you have to be able to walk down a runway and pose and contort your body to what the stylist/photographer wants in shoots, which would be harder than it looks I'd imagine. Secondly I'm more than likely majorly jealous that I'm not making an astronomical amount of money for being young and hot! Back to Lara's situation and in particular the topless photo of her taken by Brendan. The rampant sexism still prevalent in football is disgusting. they have their 'ladies days' but the fact that so many footballers still felt the need to forward this picture around on their phones shows that not a lot has progressed. Saying that Bingle has not handled the situation very well. What could have been a sympathetic situation towards her, perhaps under the right management, has turned into a publish backlash against her. She obviously did not want her photo taken in the shower, it is obvious she is not posing for it and is unhappy. If she had just agreed to an interview immediately after the photo was published and donated the money to some kind of women's charity group, it may have been over in a manner of days. Instead she publicly denounced the media, essentially biting the hand that feeds her, not to mention her agent orchestrated the whole media circus ring around her. The result is a broken engagement. She is only 22, and while I can't say I feel sorry for her, I don't believe she deserves the backlash she is receiving at the moment. I think it shows the narrow mindness of the Australian media that it was even made into such a big deal, when there is no much more going on in the world. Or maybe it the enormous thirst for 'celebrity' scandal we seem to have.

Books to read: part 2

After watching First Tuesday Book Club on the ABC I have now discovered Fade by Robert Cormier and I can't believe I haven't heard of this guy in regards to YA/science fiction before. Ordered from Borders, hope it lives up to the hype from the presenter.


Going by my original post from March 25th 2009, I still haven't read Beloved (Toni Morrison); The Princess Bride (William Goldman); A Tree Grows in Brooklyn (Betty Smith); A Separate Peace (John Knowles); The Perks of Being a Wallflower (Stephen Chbosky) and Absolutely True Diary of a Part Time Indian (Sherman Alexie).
Hmm 9/15 isn't too bad.

Out of the books on my list I did read I most enjoyed The Handmaid's Tale, Prep and Rebecca. Not to sure if I want to read Chbosky's anymore. And realised I still have not read On The Beach, after the ordering debacle. Always order online kids, not through those pesky retail monkeys (just kidding I used to be one).
Any suggestions on old or new classics would be much appreciated?

In Like Flynn

In honour of Hollywood greats with the Oscars on today, I thought I'd take a closer look at old school Hollywood in the form of Errol Flynn.

The allure of Flynn has always been a bit of a mystery to me. For a start, he was deemed swoon worthy eons ago (born 20th June 1909), so I guess that means tastes have changed (it was really hard to find a picture of him without that horrible little mustache!).

Secondly, he is from Tasmania. I don't know what the american equivalent is (I guess being from the south?), but in Australia if it is revealed that you hail from Tasmania it is akin to marrying your cousin. Actually that's when the inbred jokes starts. And also the 2 heads jokes etc. Basically Tasmania is the butt of all states amongst australians, followed closely by South Australia and then Perth, Western Australia where I'm from (acronym of WA = wait awhile).

So the fact that he rose above his Tasmanian upbringings speaks volumes I guess. The fact that he was a sex symbol for a while and was actually born in Australia (do not see Gibson, Mel; Crowe, Russell or Kidman, Nicole) also gives him points.

Flynn was known in movies for playing the dashing swashbuckling hero but in reality he had a reputation as a notorious womanizer (married 3 times), a binge alcohol/drug taker and rumours circulated that he was bisexual (with Howard Hughes and Truman Capote no less) and a Nazi sympathiser.
The phrase In Like Flynn resulted from his charges that were laid against him for statutory rape in 1942. He was acquitted. So overall an interesting guy? "I like my whiskey old and my women young."
So not so sure about Errol anymore, seemed like a dirty old man at times.
I did like Guy Pearce's portrayal of him in Flynn in 1997, but then again I think Guy is pretty cute.


Australian Crawl a band popular here in the early 80s before disbanding in 1984 even immortalised Flynn in song:


Errol Convict state
It just don't rate
He want to get higher
Apple isle, the inbred smile
He's going to get by'a
His mothers hand
He could not stand
He left for the islands
To fish and hunt
He take a punt
The new guinea highlands


Ohhhh Errol
I would give everything just to be like him


He had to go
The Sirocco
He's sailing the high seas
Hollywood, Captain Blood
He's billin the Nazis
Took a rebel stand
Contraband
Coast of Mexico
He wants to pounce
Like an animal
To the girls he just can't say no


Ohhh Errol
I would give everything just to be like him (x 2)


He had them all
Screamin for more
He play the wild scene
Ah scandalise, no compromise
He's down on his knees
Swashbuckling
He was the King
The toast of Tinseltown
They build him up
They took it all
And then they just cut him down


Ohhh Errol
I would give everything just to be like him (x 2)


Bad grammar aside, it's succinct, a little ironic, quite a catchy song and a good sum up of Errol's life.

Thanks to:
theerrolflynnblog.com
lyricsdownload.com

Fun with animals

So I want do something a little different and do a more personal entry. I know I've done them before but they were kind of lame and the only reason I haven't deleted them is that deleting them would be more lame. This event is about something which only happened yesterday and I wanted to get it out of my system in a therapeutic writing session.

I have recently signed up with an animal volunteer organisation with animal welfare being very close to my heart (some would say too close, I have a tendency to get emotional about animals). Seeing as I wasn't getting much job satisfaction out of my 2 part time jobs I thought I could at least try volunteer work in a field I was interested in.

Basically the deal with this organisation is primarily all the volunteering opportunities are posted on a forum (things like fostering, home checks, transport help, events) and anyone who can help and who has signed up posts a response if they can help.

I am really keen to foster a cat or dog, but my boyfriend not so much. And since I am technically living in his house, it is up to him. He wants to wait until we have grown some lawn as at the moment it is sand city. But then I saw this posting for a staffy cross older female who was going to be put down yesterday unless we could find a foster/someone who would adopt. For a start I shouldn't even be looking at the foster section, but I was and my heart went out to this dog who had been in the pound for 14 days and was due to be put to sleep unless she was picked up.

I asked my boyfriend and he agreed reluctantly and I spoke to the ranger at the pound. They advised she would be put down soon and I told them I would try and get down there by 4 that afternoon and I would bring my dog Ebony down to see if they would be friends.

I got there to some very nice rangers and a volunteer with the pound and Ebs and I trotted out the back to meet this dog named Venus.

Well the two dogs did not even notice each other for a few minutes both happily sniffing around the yard. The ranger had walked away, just in the next room I think and I was left with the volunteer. I still had Ebony on her lead and they finally noticed each other and were nudging noses. Ebs was doing her little dance on the lead she sometimes does when she wants the other dog to play (she is a 2 and a half year old Labrador cross, also a rescue dog but we got her when she was 8 weeks old).

But out of nowhere after some careful sniffing, the other dog turned feral and latched onto Eb's neck. Well I tried grabbing the dog, Ebs was squealing, I'm sure I had some interesting sounds coming out my mouth, the volunteer rushed to get the ranger. I got my hand in the other dogs mouth and was trying to ply it away from her neck, I got her away once and Ebs started to wander off but she was a bit confused and the dog latched on again. The ranger came running out and managed to separate the dog and I grabbed Ebs who luckily seemed to be okay.

We went into the rangers office, because in all the hoopla I had grazed both knees quite badly and 2 of my fingers were bleeding. Some nice old ranger put antibacterial solution on my fingers and knees and band aids and then I started to feel woozy. Think my body had lost it's adrenaline hit and the shock was now catching up with me. Ebs was checked out and seemed OK, no bleeding, I seemed to be more traumatised by the incident than her! My vision started to go blurry and it felt like cotton wool was filling my ears. The last time this happened was when I had to give a uni presentation solo while everyone else had partners.

After a had a sit down and 2 mugs of water and felt well enough to go home, after being informed I would need a tetanus shot.

Today I had my shot and Ebs had a vet check up just in case (and yes because we are those crazy animal parents), we also did notice a superficial mark on her shoulder that we thought should be looked at.

So overall a sad experience for everyone. I felt so guilty taking my fur child to meet another dog and have it end so badly, and now Venus will most certainly be put down when I wanted to give her another chance to get a new family. And now I'm walking around looking like I've got major carpet burn on both knees (as if) and I'm having to use a different finger to click the computer mouse (a hardship I know). For a first time volunteer experience it could not have gone worse. The only sunshine through the clouds is to try and see how much I can milk the experience and get any time off work.

Although the pictures are a bit old, that is our Ebony one spoilt pooch.

Old and new Drew

I watched Firestarter about a month ago and Whip It on Friday night and just thought what an interesting journey for Miss Barrymore.
I'd read Firestarter a while ago but had never seen the movie, I'd enjoyed the book and read it a few times so knew the movie would not match up to what was running in my head.
Basic plot line: Andy McGee participated in a scientific study for cash while he was in university, while there he met Vicky Tomlinson who he later married and had one child Charlene (Charlie) who is played by Barrymore.
The study gave the Vicky mild telekinetic powers and in Andy a substantial mind power which lets him 'push' others actions. Their daughter Charlie has even more powerful abilities, namely the power to create fires.

The government who commissioned the study has been keeping an eye on the couple ever since their university days and are obviously very interested in their abilities, particularly in Charlie. The movie has them basically on the run for the first third of the film from the government agency known as the The Shop, after they killed Vicky and captured Charlie. Andy rescues Charlie using his ability but after a short reprieve they are caught again. They set Charlie and Andy up in separate parts of the Shop and dope Andy up all the time and eventually plan to kill him.
They make Charlie perform all sorts of experiments and plan on using her as some kind of weapon. Charlie's ties to her father are too strong though, and Andy's to her. He fools the doctors into thinking he is taking his medication but is secretly practising his pushing ability. He manages to get a meeting with Charlie and he creates an escape plan.
Unfortunately he hadn't counted on Rainbird, a sniper posing as an orderly in Charlie's chambers to have formed a bond with Charlie. They have a showdown and Andy dies and then Charlie kills Rainbird.
She then goes on a fire spree killing a lot of employees working at the Shop in a rage fuelled by the death of her father. She escapes and goes to an elderly couple who helped Charlie and her dad while they were on the run, and then they help her tell her story to a newspaper.

As with most Stephen King adaptations, when they try and use the similar dialogue from the novel it comes across as laboured and not true to life. While it reads fine on the page, I felt some of Andy's dialogue particularly did not translate well to film. Barrymore does an okay job, she was only 9 at the time and just had to look stressed and whiny a lot of the time which most kids can do!


Now Whip it. I really wanted to see this at the cinema but never got round to it and just watched it on Saturday night. Have to say I was a little disappointed overall, but might have been due to my high expectations.
Ellen Page plays Bliss (what is with the funky hipster names, can someone please call their child Sarah?) whose mother keeps pushing her into beauty pageants she is not interested in. There is some back story with her now being an outsider at her high school, but it isn't fully developed and you feel there could have been a more interesting story there.
A chance sighting of some roller derby girls prompts Bliss and her friend Pash (what the hell is this short for?) played by the delightful Alia Shawkat, to check this event out. Check this out for info on roller derby, I cannot be bothered going into the rules.
Bliss decides to try out for the next intake of roller derby, hiding the fact from her old fashioned mother. She actually gets in and the team gets into the grand final or whatever Americans would call it! Along the way, Bliss forgets about her friend Pash, is lying to her parents, makes some new friends in her roller derby team (including Barrymore who also directed) and scores a (lame) love interest.


I found Drew's character to be unnecessary, she is basically playing a dopey, violent roller girl with lots of colours in her hair (roller derby name: Smashley Simpson). For a maiden directing voyage she didn't do too badly but I think she just wanted to be in the movie and have fun with all the girls, knocking people over etc that she lost sight that maybe the character wasn't necessary. Maybe others thought she added some more comedy to the proceedings but I thought Bliss and Pash's natural friendship had more funny lines.

Drew's career has had a progression from troubled child/teen actor to producer (Whip It, Fever Pitch, Charlie's Angels 1 and 2 and Donnie Darko) and now director and she comes across as likable in my opinion: "I know certain actors are total screwed up on drugs, yet it gets covered up. Why wasn't I excused for 'exhaustion' or the 'flu'?"

Oh and happy 50th post to me! My first post was on the 29th November which makes my blog a Sagittarius. As well as being the birthday of my fabulous aunt it is also the birthday of Louisa May Alcott, C.S. Lewis and Garry Shandling.

Some People Have Real Problems

Can I just totally not even do a real post but a shout out to my girl Sia (and by my girl, I mean we were both born in Australia, duh).

Her CD Some People Have Real Problems was on such constant rotation in my car that I was hearing her songs as I fell asleep. Which is kind of awesome as so many of them are dreamy mystical songs you could easily fall asleep to. But on the other hand as you are well aware, when you are trying to get to sleep is the absolute worst time to get a song stuck in your head.

Some of my faves are of course Buttons which has rocketed onto my top ten list of greatest songs ever, and is also the second most watched youtube video ever.

Another is Breathe Me (which is not on the SPHRP album) which is truly haunting and was the perfect backdrop for one of the greatest series ending episodes in Six Feet Under.

It also was apparently licensed to Coles Supermarkets in Australia and was used during the Beijing Olympics coverage.

It is terrible that she had to move to the UK before she achieved any kind of commerical success, and then Australia just jumped on the bandwagon last year and awarded her an ARIA (Australian record industry award). Although I guess I'm a hypocrite as I have also just jumped on the bandwagon when I got her CD for Christmas even though it was released in January 2008.

She comes across as down to earth in interviews: "I've always been open about it. People are making a fuss about it because I'm getting successful." [on her bisexuality] she also writes her own songs. Anyone who does a cover of Britney Spear's Gimme More gets a tick in my book.

Boy crush

Continuing on the trend on crushes, I thought I'd even it out and produce a male crush of mine from a particular movie. Chris O'Donnell in Circle of Friends.

Circle of Friends was released in 1995, set in Ireland in the late 1950's and is based on popular Irish author Mauve Binchey's novel of the same name. It tells the story of Nan, Eve and Bernadette (Benny) and their various adventures in college.

Benny is the kind hearted girl with parents who dote on her and won't let her stay in Dublin for study. She has...or is meant to have a weight issue, but to me she just seems voluptuous, Minnie Driver is already tall, so I guess the extra weight is meant to make her a bit dowdy or something.

Eve is Benny's fiercely loyal best friend who was raised by nuns after she was orphaned as a young girl.

Nan is a the beautiful sophisticated one who could have any guy she wants, but begins a relationship with the older (whom she believes to be rich) Colin Firth as a way of escaping her poor upbringings.

In the book, Eve and Benny are the friends from childhood and they meet Nan and a whole host of other people once at college. In the film, Nan is someone they knew from childhood but moved away and are reunited once they are all 18.

There is a clear catholic theme throughout the movie (as there are in many of Binchey's books) which would be obvious from the setting and time of the movie, as the characters struggle with whether or not to 'go all the way'.

Benny crushes big time on Jack (O'Donnell) who everyone seems to think is out of her league, and they start off as friends before it moves into something more.

Benny is played by Minnie Driver, who I believe had to pack on some pounds for the role and while I wouldn't find her traditionally beautiful, she is interesting looking (not meant to sound like an insult) and her character is lovely, if a bit of a pushover at times.

Also worth mentioning is the delightfully creepy Alan Cummings who I love in nearly everything (particularly in Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion) and plays Benny's dad's work colleague and who her parents are eager for her to marry.

It stays true to the book in that Bennie is larger than your average leading lady, and I guess this continues the trend that women in film can't be 10 kilos overweight (and still beautiful), but a fat man with a supermodel is okay.

Anyway back to Chris - maybe it is the combination of the (admittedly not the greatest fake) accent, the 50's clothes and his adorable relationship with Bennie that I just find so cute.
I also emphasise with Benny in that dream of attaining that 'perfect guy' who you don't think will notice you as more than a friend. So when their relationship deepens, I like Chris (or his character, Jack) that much more. Which poses an interesting question: am I am now giving men/characters credit just for noticing interesting, intelligent females who don't have supermodel worthy looks?

As events in the film progress though, Jack does engage in some douchbagery and to the credit of Benny (in the book at least) she doesn't take him back.

In the movie however it is a different story and you do feel as though they wanted to tack on a bit of a Hollywood ending. So however bizarre my choice may be, I still stand by Chris's character as one of the cutest roles for at least half of the movie. Along with Gilbert Blythe. But for the whole series.

For the images:
moviemaker.com

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Girl crush

I have a tiny girl crush on Romola Garai. In case you don't know who she is, she has acted I Capture the Castle, Atonement, Vanity Fair and Dirty Dancing 2, and some other things I haven't seen.
I thought she was really sweet in ICTC, and much more likable than Rose Bryne's character (which was the point I guess, because Rose was meant to be more traditionally beautiful sister). You didn't want her to fend off the advances of Henry, because he was so cute but you could see that she had to.

Also about Havana Nights (DD2). Her quote: "The filmmakers were obsessed with having someone skinny. I just thought, why didn't they get someone like Kate Bosworth, if that's what they wanted? An actress like that wouldn't worry about whether or not the political ideas were being sensitively or subtly dealt with. They'd do the job, smile and look pretty on the cover of Teen Vogue. There I am, 135 pounds and trying to make art! I was so wrong for it!"

One, awesome for pulling the piss on Kate 'alien head' Bosworth. Two thumbs up.

Second, I like an actress that speaks her mind. Usually they don't want to offend anyone, so it is refreshing to hear a honest opinion on a film experience.
Third, she isn't a waif which is also refreshing to see on film. Next to Reece Witherspoon in Vanity Fair, I thought Romola lit up the screen, and in DD2 even though the movie had no chance of living up to the original (and didn't really try, setting it in a new country, different style of dancing etc) and was kind of lame in many parts, there is no doubting Romola was gorgeous in that movie, and I covet so many of her clothes!

A typical girl crush I do not agree with: Angelina Jolie: just does not do anything for me. Plus too much baggage. Literally.

I haven't done a book post in a while, which is weird because I celebrated my 26th birthday last week and received 7 books! What I'm reading at the moment is John Wyndham's The Midwich Cuckoo's (which was filmed as the campy Village of the Damned!), which is nicely creepy so far. I like how he writes 'logical fantasy'. I've also got Labour Day by Joyce Barnard, my mum got me one I can't recall the title of, and a few chick lits to get through. So happy reading to me!

Images from:

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Moving out

I am nearly 26 and I have finally moved out. Sort of. My boyfriend has bought his first house and I am pretty much living there.
At the moment though I haven't moved much of my stuff in, since his crap is still in boxes all round the place, and I can't stand the thought of adding even more clutter to it, the house just is not big enough.
So it's a 3 x 1, built in the 70s with some ridiculous purple (and I love purple) carpet in the games room, but of course it's his favourite room as it has a huge bar in it, which is proudly displaying about 15 bottles of alcohol including some hold made red skin vodka. I don't want to bring my vanilla vodka over, for fear of it all getting drunk at the house warming party. It's good stuff especially with red creaming soda..mmm.

Anyway the kitchen's small, the bathroom is fabulously retro (read the sarcasm) and there are no walk in robes. It's practically archaic. Just kidding. It's a first home, and personally I'm glad it's not a McMansion with 2 bathrooms, 4 bedrooms, a theatre room, games room, formal dining and lounge. I mean come on. There's 2 people and an energetic dog living here. How much room do we need? Sure the kitchen is tiny and annoying to cook fancy meals in, but it can get upgraded. Eventually. And surprisingly it has not taken as long as I thought to feel like a home. I'm getting there after nearly 2 weeks. And I've lived in my last home since I was 12, so you know a lot of memories. Now all I need is to convince the One Who Has The Mortgage (i.e. the boyfriend, forever on known as TOWHTM...then again, maybe not) to let me get a cat.

Can I throw in a random 'how cute was...' for Mel Gibson? Nowadays he gives off a bit of a douchey vibe what with the whole divorcing of the long suffering wife and now another freakin baby on the way. Isn't this like his 8th?
Although saying that I could never completely dislike him, since he grew up in Australia and used to sound Australian. And because he used to look like this:



Seriously how cute? And his little blue heeler with his bandana too. I don't think the first Mad Max was as popular in America because all the google images I could find were mostly from Mad Max 2. Funnily enough a picture of Val Kilmer in Willow popped up as an image result too. Heh, I guess they are kind of similar, maybe when Mel was in Braveheart anyway. Now that I think about it, in Sweet Valley Senior Year, Ken Matthews asks his dad if he wants to watch The Road Warrior which I thought was odd as it's the sequel but he called it The Road Warrior and not Mad Max 2 which would seem more sensible. Okay now looking for sensible in a SV book. But then again most people think Terminator 2 is better than the original, and might prefer that to T1.
Anyway I am clearly rambling when all I wanted to say was: What happened Mel?

Dogfight

I don't know where I was when River Phoenix died. I'll blame the fact that I was 10, but I got a major crush on him after he died (kind of wrong?) through movies like Dogfight and maybe for the fact he could actually act.

I even remember watching Stand By Me with my parents for the first time, it may have been not that long after his death and hearing my mum say 'He had so much talent'.

These young actors today (as a generalisation) have nothing on River. I even made him my subject for my year 12 biography presentation on him for english. Yes I proclaimed my love for a dead 80s/90s celebrity in the form of a well researched paper and speech in front of 30 seventeen year olds.

Dogfight was released in 1991 and is the story of Eddie (Phoenix) and Rose (Lily Taylor- who for some reason does not even have a photo on imdb.com! This woman was briefly in High Fidelity) in 1963 who meet under some ugly circumstances. Eddie is a marine and on a short leave before shipping out to Vietnam.

Eddie and his 3 marine buddies have this 'game' they play on their time off where the guy who can bring/find the ugliest girl to a dance they host, wins a large sum of money they all put into. Now this is all done under false pretenses to the girl they bring, who thinks she is being swept off her feet and wined and dined by a handsome marine. Don't call me Miss Obvious, but man that's cruel. I know boys are not nice guys but come on. That could screw a girl up for life, not too mention the self esteem issues. Anyway the film gets better.

This film had a very limited theatre release and I only happened upon it because of my love of River. Saying that Taylor is also good playing the initially shy but sparky Rose. Their relationship and the way it evolves is so cute and awkward but in a good way. I don't think it's one of his more well known films, but is definitely worth checking out.

Flirting

Flirting is an Australian film set in 2 corresponding boys and girls boarding schools in rural 1960s australia released in 1991. It stars Thandie Newton and Noah Taylor, although looking at the cover you would believe Nicole Kidman was the star.

This film looks into racism, the blossoming romance between Taylor (Danny) and Newton (Thandiwe) and their ultimate separation.

This film introduced me to the Trogg's song A Girl Like You, it is featured in a dance scene early on in the film and this song is still in my ipod. It also introduced me to Noah Taylor a great aussie actor who unfortunately never really hit the big time in the US and was regaled with being Angelina Jolie's IT geek in the Tomb Raider movies and the strange band manager in Almost Famous.

His character's uniqueness and even awkwardness appeals to Thandiwe, she herself being unique in the only black student at either school. The film also delves into the political situation at the time in Uganda which I admit total ignorance about.

Nicole Kidman does have a minor part in this film as the upper school prefect, Nicola. She plays the perfect ice queen with perfection but she does show character development in an interesting scene with Thandiwe late in the movie.

Overall the film's narrative is pretty simple, it tracks their blossoming (can I throw in a coming of age as well?) relationship, and their differing but at times similar experiences in each school.

To me, this film is ultimately so australian but then I also get the conflicting setting of the boarding schools which is more of an american or british concept in my opinion. Saying that, I love anything to do with boarding schools, be it the YA series Pen Pals or the more recent (and slightly more grown up) Prep. Probably because I had so little exposure to boarding schools, I held this fascination with them.

Curiously I never saw the first film starring Taylor's Danny character The Year My Voice Broke but I picked this one up at my local video store and even bought the VHS when they upgraded to DVD as I had never seen the movie anywhere else. It was widely acclaimed in Australia the year it was released, winning the best film at the AFI awards. It is interesting to see the actors so young and vulnerable, and since Newton has gone on to more high profile roles it makes me like her that little bit more since she chose to star in this little australian film.

Image from qag.qld.gov.au

3 Things I've learned from JEM!

1. Jerrica is too young to run Starlight music with Eric Raymond (evil guy left in charge after her dad dies) but not too young to run Starlight House, a home for foster girls? In episode one he calls Jem 'a kid'. Apparently a kid is perfectly fine to look after other young girls who are most likely more traumatised about never having a real home and are now getting looked after by 4 girls and a random nanny we see once. Heh. I never really understood how old Jem/Jerrica Bennett is meant to be. She must be over 18 otherwise she'd be into foster care herself but to be still called a kid, she'd probably need to be under 21. I'm going to go with 19.

Lesson learned: 19 is too young to run a music company (presumably because it is just outside the target demographic) but is quite alright to run foster children's home.

2.Mr Bennett (dear daddy who dies right at the beginning and we never get a glimpse of) is a truly outrageous clothes designer. Never mind the fact he also designed this whole synergy hologram program, the clothes (and car) the girls get presented with the first night they meet Synergy/secret warehouse were the coolest thing in the world to me in the late 80s when I was introduced to Jem.

I'm not sure if I'm just holding onto my childhood a teeny bit too much but some of the clothes the band wears is still pretty cool. I really wanted to go as one of the characters for my 80s party last year but it proved a bit hard with my lack of skill with a sewing machine. Shame because some of those outfits are still rad.

Lesson learned: Mr Bennett may have been gay, but he left his daughter a great parting gift with some awesome clothes and accessories.

3. Girl power is great, but for those really tough times you really need a strong boyfriend with purplish hair. Sure Jerrica can (attempt) fix her kitchen sink plumbing, pull off a concert when the band was only formed the day before but for those times when you're about to fall off a speeding boat or have a gargoyle statute fall on you, Rio is just handy to have around. Lesson learned: aim for the Spice Girls version of girl power.

I loved Jem as a youngster, I was never aware it was anymore than the first episodes that I watched originally, as I used to rent it from our video store where it was marketed as a movie. My favourite character was Kimber or Aja. Jem was okay but a bit predictable while Kimber had cool red hair, wrote the songs and was the 'other' sibling.

Several years later my grandparents got foxtel and I discovered the series continued and even had new characters and new songs I wasn't used to! The pain. I prefer not to watch these now and have just bought the original 1st disc DVD. I just pray this story isn't true. Some things should just be left in the past, in particular the 80's. It was a special time.

The classics

Not to sound completely dumb but I am really struggling with finishing Jane Eyre. It wasn't even on my list of books to read in an earlier post but I bought it back in February last year using a book voucher my brother gave me and I keep putting other books ahead of it to read.

I have 2 categories of books I choose to read: those which are lighthearted and usually 'chick lit' and I can read while I eat my lunch at work. And then there are those other books I want to read because they are classics, I've heard good things about them and I also feel it will give my book collection some much need street cred.

Unfortunately I think I am not just interested enough in the story to hurry to finish it. I promised myself I'd finish it in the work break between Christmas and new year and here we are early January with the book still about 3/4 finished.

I haven't connected with the characters much at all, and Mr Rochester is definitely not doing anything for me. I don't know if this makes me the opposite of a literary snob, but I'm putting it out there that I do not love Jane Eyre. Or Wuthering Heights for that matter.

Thanks to http://www.rarebookschool.org/ for the frumpist book cover pic I could find.

Prozac Nation

I'm nearly finished Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel and while not entirely sure what I expected, one thing for sure, is that it is depressing the hell out of me. I think I expected it to be more of an analysis of why this generation (X I'm guessing, since Wurtzel was a teenager in the 80's) is prescribed drugs instead of looking at the root of the problem but instead I'm reading a lot of whiny self absorbing behaviour.

There would be few among us who have never suffered depression and I think I went into reading the book looking for some empathy and similar experiences to my own. But good god Elizabeth is not a likable character.

I realise it is a memoir and she is being honest in her own experiences and in a way it is admirable not to sugarcoat anything but it doesn't make for an easy read. It also makes my problems seem smaller in comparison but while I'm reading it I am finding that I am questioning myself more and going back to some experiences I have had which is not a desired result. So will definitely be excited to finish this one.

Unfortunately I don't have much interesting on the horizon to read. I'll be getting the latest Marian Keyes for Christmas from my nanna (who has this vaguely hilarious trait of spending the exact same amount on every grandchild so that everything is 'fair'- my poppy jokingly said I was his favourite grandchild once and she yelled at him) and I considered buying A Clockwork Orange from Borders today or One Flew Over the Cuckoo's nest but it just didn't seem like holiday reading ya know?

Also I remember watching the movie very vaguely which starred Christina Ricci but I don't remember the character being so unlikeable in the film although it did come out in 2001 so my memory may be fading. According to IMDB trivia though, the film wasn't released until 2005 due to Wurtzel's unfavourable comments following 9/11 and the general distaste viewers had of her character. I was sure I watched it before 2005 though, perhaps this was the US release date? Either way not a great film to Ricci's name.

Wikipedia for the image.

New Moon

I'm really ashamed to admit it but I saw New Moon exactly 2 days after it was released. I only saw Twilight this year so I have no idea how I allowed myself to go with a friend to a Friday night screening with the screaming masses of teenage girls (and a few rogue boys).


Seriously I have not seen the Twimania before close hand. I know I've seen the previews around the world and all the girls lining up for a view of Rob Patterson but I was not prepared for the line just to get in to our seats.


Then more embarrassingly the screams, applause whenever Jacob took his shirt off. Dear lord, I looked at my 33 year old friend and silently our eyes said: 'We're too old for this shit.'


The actual movie: okay. I think I love to hate the book series, the author and the films. Bella is so damn annoying as I've said before, more so in the book and I don't really get the deal with Edward. Jacob though in the movie has really buffed up and the girls in the cinema really loooved him. The wolves special effects in my opinion were pretty well done, seamless and you know kinda cool.


There was actually a bit of muffled laughter and ewws when Edward took his shirt off towards the end. Actually felt a bit sorry for Edward and his lowly excuse of a six pack and general pastyness (I can say it cos I live it).




On a completly different tangent, my friends and I were having this discussion about young girls on Saturday night and it has been on my mind for some time. What is with their attitude and the way they dress now? I was 12-17 from 1996- 2001 and there is no way I was ever that fashionable or knowledgeable about certain behaviours (read: sexual) at that age. I was wearing cargo shorts and having movie marathon sleepovers not sliding myself into bloody leather leggings and posting cleavage enhancing profile pictures on facebook.


It was only 8 years ago but I really felt like I had a childhood, which I am supremely grateful.
I never had a boyfriend in high school and while this seemed like the end of the world in the late 90s, right now I am glad.
What I remember most about high school is the great times I had with my friends and the silly stupid kid stuff we did. Like filming our own horror movie at 15 and when I did actually hit 18 and start going out to clubs I wasn't a supreme confident queen swanning around I see now binge drinking 4 nights a week and using the disabled toilet if you know what I mean.
Maybe I've hit middle age at 25 and these darn kids today are just normal in our progressing society but I still treasure my adolescence for what it was, glamorous or not.

Thanks to behindblondiepark.com for the image.

Speak and others

I finished Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson on about the second day in Bali. I got some kind of platinum edition from Borders, it has some extra interview with the author, a new foreword (there's a movie based on the book? Probably going to be slightly more educational and up to date than what we were forced to watch in Health ed class - Sarah T- Portrait of a Teenage Alcoholic circa 1975, yes I went to a public school) at the back and an interesting page layout but I think that's all that's platinum about it.

I got lured into this book by the awards it has won, and the secret that Melinda has and which I was curious to find out about and how it affected her. Ultimately it is revealed she was raped and she calls the police to help her but they also break up the huge Summer party she was attending. She gets back to school the following year and her friends have disbanded into other groups and everyone knows her as the girl who broke up the party. She has not told anyone about the rape.

I can imagine this book being popular on school reading lists, although in my experience in high school we had a drama teacher who did not give us the option of studying the Australian play Black Rock which was also turned into a film in 1997 with Heath Ledger in a small role. It dealt with the rape and murder of a young girl in a surfing town and how the truth comes out.
Our teacher said that he didn't want to bring that (meaning the issue of murder and rape I'm guessing) into the classroom.
Admittedly I never read the play but did watch the film which had rape scenes and were hard to watch. But also avoiding the issue is not going to help raise awareness. Surely at the age that we were at the time (17) which was around the same age of the characters in the play/film would have had longer lasting effects than watching it when we were a bit older and had 'been around the block'.

I still remember watching the film Threads in social studies when I was 14 and it terrified the shit out of me. Another friend in the same class still remembers too. It dealt with the after effects of a nuclear explosion in Britain and while it scared me, it was a real no holds barred look at what could happen if that situation occurred and knowing this and being terrified of it is power in a way.
Didn't mean to turn into a rant but it happens.
In more lighthearted news, Bali was so relaxing, I also read Larry Doyle's I Love You, Beth Cooper, I got a lot of mosquito bites, went horse riding, fed a few very hungry elephants (they eat 200kg a day!) and have started reading Valley of the Dolls.

Edit: Speak came out in 2004..must have missed that one. And it stared the always great Kristen Stewart. Sarcasm, sorry I can't work out who's more overrated her or Megan Fox.


http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/511F9YA7EFL.jpg for the image.